Two hints lust, then I mix some charm with a dash of wits.

dont you love my new picture??? oh yeah, its sexy. hahahahha. not as sexy as quinn though!!! Ahhhh buzz fest... *squeals* im soo excited!! its APRIL!! finally! because we started counting down during feburary. lol at 58 days!!

the buzz fest, and camp are like the main things i have to look forward right now. but you know what would be EVEN BETTER? if i got to leave camp 1 freaking day early and go to the warped tour. but no, our family is to good for that. FUCK YOU MOM!!!! WHY CANT I GO TO THE FUCKING WARPED TOUR?!?!?!?! its like the only time im going to get to see mcr. for like a year. even though they were at BFXIV, we missed them by an hour. and there not coming on thier spring tour. probly because they came in fucking october along with green day but i didnt get to go to that either. and stupid taste of chaos went to kansas city instead of houston. aghsdfsdlfjsdlkfjsdlkfjsldk. and then slipknot was the day be fore easter. and underoath was on easter. so guess who didnt get to go? thats right MEE!!!!!!!! AND jimmy eat world/taking back sunday skipped us too.
stupid concert planners. they hate me!

ok. well im done. i had to get that out. again. just because. yeah.

so anyways, when i got home tonight my brother thought i was on drugs cause my nose was red and my eyes were watery and i was really drowsy and out of it. he was like "that was a long bike ride. what'd you do, go down under the bridge and get high?" hahaha it was SO FUNNY!!!
idk why my brother is paying attention to me these days... from what he said about gerard *see entry titled "gerard is white.. no shit"* to him asking me if i was high... its weird. i wonder if he thinks im turning into "one of those kids" that he warned me about when he was in 8th grade and i was in 6th grade. pshh like i listen to him.

this is like my first proper update in a wile...

woah im still wearing my birkenstocks. normally if im wearing sandals i take them off immediatly when i get home. weird... maybe i was stoned... you know hanging out with lindsey... that girl, never know what shes giving you.. or what shes done... lmao. *dont ask. long story. everything is perfectly normal... right lindsey?*

ahhh the music just stopped playing...
ok. i fixed it. now instead of the sex pistols its matchbook romance. i was thinking about playing KSE...nah.. no metal late at night.. it gives me energy and gets me pumped up. normally cause i start jumping around the room screaming with it.

moving on. did i tell you how my cell phone broke? no.. it was weird. yesterday afternoon when i got home from school, i went to my backyard to get a spare key and i left my cell phone out. so when i get back the screen is broken off and its strewn across my front yard. its totally creepy. someone was like watching me.. and maybe they still are... i thought it might be aprill fools joke but it would only have been funny if they *instead of my dad* had gotten me a new phone... although, the one i have now is totally kickass.

woah. what if i do have a stalker? *lol- its bob, my stalker lover killer phsyco imaginary friend* no seriously. that would be really creepy. but dont stalkers normally love you? and like dont BREAK YOUR STUFF.. im so glad whoever it was didnt get my cd player!!! it was right under my backpack, about a foot from my phone... whatever... but back to the stalker thing... omg guys now im scared... and last year i got a christmas present left on my doorstep but it didnt say who it was from... wahh...
if its any of you mindsay ppl... PLEASE fuck off. thank you.

so last night at the mall i got black emo lipstick from hot topic because im so emo lmao. i dont know when i will use it though... heheh.. camp... OMG!!! some of the girls at my camp IN MY F'ING CABIN *SHADY SHACK.. SHADY LADYS!! WHOO* are going to MEMORIAL FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL!!! DAMMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was gonna freak em out with the black emo lipstick from hot topic but.. wait!!! ahahahhahahaha that makes it even better!! and me n my friend VICTORIASICLE are going to have a good music corner and im goign to bring my green day and the used posters and we r gonna rock out!! yayayayay. its gonna be SO KICKASS!! lol. at a christian girls camp. hahahhajfdlkjfsdklfjsdklhahahahahah!!!! but im gonna miss you guys. ESPECIALLY *COUGH REGAN COUGH* IF YOU DONT WRITE ME!!! but i cant wait till camp! ahhh conflicting emotions!!!

so as you can tell im bored!thats why im ranting about nothing...

hjahahha if you can prove you read all of this you get a cookie! you get some PEANUT BUTTER cookies!! my famous recipe. lol. famous my ass. its the orchestra cooke dough shiznitszzzz... lol but they r scrumputous arent they anne?

btw... anne i hope you feel better!! you too stephanie!! i think you guys need sum chocolate. definetly.

btjfsdkllfjsdlkfjsd i hate this song... tiger lily by matchbook romance. theres nothing particularly wrong with it, but it just doesnt .. uh fit my mood. ever. yeah

yay new song. ok.

wow.. im sitting in the yoga pose where you cross your legs and both feet are on top and i didnt even know and it doesnt hurt or anything. its crazy. im so flexible... pshh not.. thats where my flexiblity stops... i can put my feet behind my head though!!! i dont liek to tho cause it hurts my thighs...

wow... everything im typing is just random crap... well now you know a basis of what goes through my head alot.. just the most random crap... and i can talk alot too.. i can talk for hours...

allthough sometimes im a deep thinker. i have thought up sum very deep ideas... and some deep poetic poems...
but normally im like this... kinda retaretd...

maybe cell phones really do give you brain damage....! i use mine too much...

well ima gonna go, its late ish. 11:40.. but still.. i have been typing this for an hour... and i can still say more!