Two hints lust, then I mix some charm with a dash of wits.

What a fucking weird weekend.

So it started out really crappy.

Thursday and most of Friday I was stuck at home.
AND my mom went out of town on Friday. So I was basically parentless.
My aunt came over and she makes the best lasagana.though so it's all good.
Friday night some kids and I went to the Galleria. Which didn't turn out so great.
But Shelby and I had fun chillin at Chillis. (SP?)
And then I get home. And long story short, loose two friends.
I think both of them are being immature and rediculous.
And I've realized that changing for you would be fucking retarted, cause you're not worth it.
And if you have nothing better to do than hate me, you just suck. end of story.


When I lost those two friends my first thought wasn't "THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END"
It was "Damn, my weekend is gonna fucking suck."
And I planned just to chill out at my house. You know, watch movies and eat cookies.

But then on Saturday around 1, Gianna called me and invited me over to spend the night with Lindsey.
So around 4:30 on Saturday, I go over to Giannas. We ended up jumping on Doug's trampoline and watching movies and eating mexican food. Lindsey had to leave at 10, but she got to watch Chicago. Then me and Gianna watched Wedding Crashers. It was disappointing just because it was so fucking random and a little depressing. Then we ate ice cream and brownies, bitched about people, danced around and went to bed.  It was fun. At 9 I had to leave and went home and slept for awhile.

Then I just sort of chilled at home and helped my aunt train her new puppy. CUTEST THING EVERR. OMG. Then I went to EYC which was, as always, fabulous. I love those kids. We didn't get dinner though. And we started our book study of The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis. Its about how the devil is training a demon to tempt a human. It should be really interesting.

While I was at EYC, Jourdan called me and was like "HEyyyyy lets hang out tonight." So she came and slept over.  And we had a really great time. We walked to the mall and back, made milkshakes, took funny pictures, danced, and never stopped talking. I love that chick she's so cool. And she wrote on my ceiling.
Oh and thats another problem. I might have to repaint my room. [sarcasm]
Then we went to bed and around noon today Justin calls us and is like "Hey wanna come over?". So I spent most of today chillin at Justin's with him, Sarah, Jourdan, Conner and Chris. A little akward cause they were all really close and me and Jourdan weren't, but whatever it was cool. We watched Wedding Crashers and went to Jack and the Box and stuffs. Sarah has a really frikken annoying ringtone. I might have to kill it.
And then my mommy came home. She picked me and Jourdan up (SHE FOUND JUSTINS HOUSE! He lives like on the other side of the freeway and its like impossible to find.) and then took me to my theater class and took Jourdan home. Of course, theater was fun. Like always.

So this weekend, it could have been a lot worse.
And now, I'm kind of free. I'm not connected to any clique or whatever and I can hang out with whoever the fuck I want too.
Tomorrow might be odd, but I'll figure something out.

"Everything's gonna be okay in the end.
If it's not okay, it's not the end."

Oh. And tomorrow is Valentine's Day.
I really want a valentine.
Be Mine??