why? idk. but yeah.

daY by day because you care:

• saturday it rained and rained. and i made cookies. and my cousin alex's friends came over and made stake. "dude chris you should totally bang his daughter." "yeah go up to him before the race and be like.."HEY DUDE I FUCKED YOUR DAUGHTER IN THAT BOAT" "ahh that would be classic." "it would totally mess him up" "yeah and her boyfriends in town" "dude that means she wouldnt call you back" ayy caramba. a bunch of 18 year old guys drinking beer and eating stake.. no parents.. me the only girl.. woauh.
• sunday. i did NOTHING at all. zip zero nada
• monday. FUCKED UP WEATHER. first, wind from the north. then a squall. then hot sunny no wind. then another squall. then more wind from the north. then another squall. i mean how fucking weird is that?! but i went swimming in the ocean between squalls. DAMN STRAIGHT.
• tuesday. good wind. sailed with hot guy named carter. totally awesome.  got a wee bit tan. saw a helicopter take off from a boat! woah!
• wednesday. went to camden and had fun fun fun. walked around and shopped, it felt SO good to be off the island.
• TODAY. super fly. totally intense. sailed with my cousin alex. fell off the boat when i was gonna trapeze out. *complicated*. got SO soaked because i hiked most of the way out. and fell out. i cant describe it. sO OOOO AWESOME.

yeah.

my grandmother is totally mean mean mean allll the time. she dissed my long bangs. bitch.

but you know what?!

ITS MY  BIRTHDAY IN 16-DAYS-AND-COUNTING

im seeing the used AND green day WITHIN the space of one week .

im home .. TUESDAY.

i have 10 bruises on both legs from sailing. DAMN STRAIGHT.

IM SEEING THE UUUSEEEDDD *i had a dream where i met quinn!i was tubing down a river with some girl from camp and i stopped at this place and the used and my chem were both playing on small stages at this carnival thing (but the only twisted people were me and the used and my chem, no punkish/gothish/emo kids.. except for regan and lindsey... it was like a normall carnival) and then i see quinn and im like "HOLY FUCK! WILL YOU SIGN MY SHOE?" and then i go find regan and lindsey. goooood dream*

IM SEEEEEING GREEEEEEEENDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *did i tell yall the dream where i met billy joe and tre cool in costa rica? that one was fucked up.*