Two hints lust, then I mix some charm with a dash of wits.

so tonight was our second showing of guys and dolls. (yeahhh thats where i've been all week. i've been rehursing. whoop.) we got all of our shifts down, all the actors were fabulos. (if you think you messed up, it was a little thing. you guys were aweeesome!!!!!!).

until "Marry The Man Today". our very last shift. the lights come up. im still on stage.
i wanted to cry so bad. my stomach hurts and i just threw up. uggh.

but after the show the TOMMY TUNE JUDGE told Marlen (our Adelaide) that he would try to get us nominated for best musical of the year. but i still didnt feel good. whatever.

and there was a party. at first i wasnt going to go but i chikened out (did you know im terrriiiffieedd of big parties. even if i know the people.) and was like "FUCK YOU GUYS, IM GOING HOME AND SLEEPING".

so, im home and about to go to bed.
nightynight.